Dream Doctor

Stay Steady & Straight

Dr. Robert's Dream: February 4, 2009: I was with a group of beginning-level spiritual students who were walking to their next class at a university. On impulse, I thought it would be a good idea to levitate in their midst, thereby inspiring and uplifting them. So, I pictured myself doing this, took a couple steps,lept into the air, and flew about 3-4 four feet off the ground for about 20-30 yards. Everyone was so caught up in themselves, however, that no one took any notice of me, which left me frustrated and disappointed. When I stepped back and re-centered myself, however, a loving Higher Power came over me and lifted me straight up in the air, like I was a young child being scooped up in his parent's protective and loving arms. This Divine Presence and Power (which may have been my guardian angel) lifted me 20-30 feet in the air, but informed me I could not rise any higher than 30 feet at this time. I now appeared to be 2-3 years old and was lying on my back in my invisible, but clearly felt, Parent's cradling embrace. It was one of the most peaceful, loving, expansive and transcendent feelings I ever have had this lifetime. Sometime later when I came down, a young doctor in his late 20s, who previously was unknown to me, came over and told me how inspired he had been by my being lifted up 30 feet. He too was a holistic doctor, who had made mistakes in his life that were similar to those I had made. What had impressed him was not just the levitation, but rather that my Cosmic Parent was so loving and forgiving that He-She lifted me above my mistakes and limitations. Now he knew the same could happen with him, so he asked for my help in this and I readily consented. Later I saw an old friend named Ruth, who likewise had seen my levitation. She was working in her garden, which was located in the town where I had grown up. Without her asking me to do so, since I saw something that she next could do, I jumped right in and did it, planting a bunch of seeds and telling her where to plant other seeds. To reinforce my guidance and actions, I showed her my nearby garden where I had done the same thing with marvelous results, and which contained 30-foot high trees with beautiful, unique one-foot wide flowers. To my dismay, rather than thank me and follow my suggestion, she basically brushed me off and changed the subject.

Interpretation: This shows my progress in having faith in, and in having the strength to enact, the principle, "I, when I be lifted up, will lift all others unto me." At the start of the dream, on impulse I still tried to lift others who were not receptive to my efforts -- my spine still bowed out somewhat in front my heart. However, I have pulled my spine back sufficiently and realigned it vertically enough that Spirit and the agents of Spirit next lifted me up my spine and through and above my cerebrum into my I Am Self and light body. In this newly elevated and resurrected state, I had no doubt whatsoever that such ascended consciousness is what we all truly want and that my upliftment paved the way for others when they were ready. I rested in the glorious and totally transforming peace and love of my I Am Self.

What goes up must come down. When I eventually came back down my spine, I entered into and traveled through my soul or subconscious, with its positive and negative programmings. In the positive column was the holistic doctor who was inspired by my example and overcoming, and by my faith in a loving and forgiving God. This part of me "got it" -- in dealing with future soul imbalances I will once again ask Spirit to lift me into His-Her loving embrace, rather than try to impress others with my powers. This doctor also may have represented some healer or group of healers in the invisible or astral planes. This part of my tribe perceived and were influenced vibrationally by my demonstration, for I was lifted up into the Christ realms and then descended back to earthly, mortal consciousness by way of the astral planes. Along this journey, I communed with healers who were like me and had similar karma, both good and bad.

My friend Ruth represented the part of me, and the group of healers and light workers, who currently do not "get it." Once again, without being asked to do so, and knowing full well from past experience that Ruth would not listen to me or benefit immediately from my actions, I still impulsively tried to help and guide her. Once more, my spine bowed outward from my heart. (At least I did not go to the point of astral flight or levitation, but only showed where to plant seeds.) Before I even got through the soul-astral aspect of myself or through the astral planes where Ruth was (she died two years ago), I was off and running, pushing ahead and leading with my heart when wisdom dictated that I first get grounded in my new-found strength before I put my love into action. Ruth saw my levitation and the fruits of my past efforts (my garden with the trees and flowers), yet she still did not have the eyes to see or the ears to hear what I tried to convey to her. This symbolized that I still have some residual blindness and deafness of my own that needs to be healed.

The multiple dream references to the numbers 2 and 3, and 20s and 30s, emphasize that I am to focus on and perfect my 2nd power of strength before I move into the 3rd or next power of love. My soul tendency has been to push prematurely into the 3rd step before I have completed my 2nd step, hence my prior dream symbol of my spine being bowed out in front of my heart. 

The lesson is clear: Spirit is the one Source of my strength. We are to stand straight and stay centered in this God-given strength. We are to readily and lovingly help those who sincerely and humbly ask for our help and whom wecan assist because we have transmuted the same thing in ourselves. We are to resist the temptation to try to lead someone who does not see us as their teacher or healer; we are not to throw our pearls before swine, or they will turn and brush us off or even rend us. Hey, how simple and straight forward can it be!?

To further strengthen my spine and to transmute and release my residual weakness, a week later in meditation I was shown the image of a flower whose center was bright lemon yellow and whose petals were vivid violet. In my center, along my spine, I am to see the lemon yellow light of strength and stability. Violet is the color of power of elimination, which will help me to let go and to release my tendency to go too fast, to cast my pearls before swine, and to get off the straight and narrow pathway, whether I am rising up my spine or descending my spine. Thank You, Spirit, for this healing guidance!

The Tree of Life

Dr. Robert's Dream: September 4, 2008: I came upon a huge tree, well over a hundred feet tall. Its trunk was so wide that it had a door, which I opened. There was a hollow space inside, just wide enough that I could walk into it. When I did this, however, I discovered that my spine was not straight, but rather bowed out two feet  in front of me, particularly in front of my heart. This made it impossible for me to get inside the hollow space of the tree trunk and to close the door.

INTERPRETATION: The tall tree is my light body's tree of life. I enter into the spine (trunk) of my light form, but the physical spine of my mortal self is bowed out in front of me -- I am "bent out of shape." Rather than being centered and aligned, I have put too much strength and energy into the things that are in front of me, out in the world. Therefore, I cannot enter fully into, and rise by way of, the spine of my I Am Self and light body.

There are a number of reasons for this forward thrust of my spine. Partly, it is due to my proper desire to serve, to help, to love others. For example, for the last three years of her life, I was a caregiver of my spiritual teacher, Nada-Yolanda. With only a few of us to minister to her, it took all my strength to do this, to bend but not break, to do what was required at the time. It was not my fault that others who could have helped did not do so. With that behind me, it is time to pull back, to rest, to recenter myself, and to get ready for my next step. As I served, so will I now be served by Spirit in my upliftment.

Throughout my life, numerous key friends and associates have not held up their end of their partnerships with me. Many are called, but few are chosen, because only the few choose the difficult way of the straight and narrow. Without their complementary and supplementary energies, I was pulled into projects and activities that originally were not mine to do; I did double and triple duty. Now I am to let those past difficulties go, to leave them behind me, and to shut the door on them, so that I can rise into a new level of I Am consciousness.

The forward thrust of my spine also reveals my tendency to be "wound for sound," to get too involved in the daily drama of life, to go where even angels fear to tread, to get ahead of myself. As a physician and scientist, I also tend to put too much attention on conscious analysis and physical activity (the front part of me), versus subconscious intuition and rest (the back part of me). In my new step now, I have the opportunity to refine and correct these tendencies.

Like most light workers, I still face the temptation of wanting to be loved by others; hence my spine is bowed out the most in front of my heart. At times, I do not look to God and my teachers, but rather to others, for confirmation, verification, reassurance and the feeling that I am loved. Now I am to gather greater strength from God's love and from loving others selflessly without any hope of something coming back to me, even as I receive love and support willingly given to me by my friends and coworkers.

The way up the spine to I Am consciousness is straight and narrow; thus, the opening inside the trunk of my dream tree is just wide enough for me to be inside it, without my spine bowing forward or backward, or to either side. In time, when my spine straightens, strengthens and stabilizes, Spirit will lift me up the trunk (spine) of the tall tree of my light body into a whole new level of spiritual or Christ consciousness. I, when I am lifted up, will lift all others unto me. So be it.

Keep the Faith

DREAM: September 5, 2008: I asked my wise, beloved spiritual teacher (whose specific identity I did not know) how I was to deal more calmly, confidently, effectively and harmoniously with the slew of upsets in the world: in politics, with natural disasters, and in the global financial crisis. I had been having trouble staying centered and steady in the midst of all the craziness that was around me, not to mention in dealing with my own moments of seeming insanity. My teacher guided me to visualize royal blue light along my entire spinal cord. I was able to see this clearly, and I immediately felt less irritable, more stable and better grounded. Then my teacher advised me to have more faith that I, when I be lifted up, will lift all others unto me.

INTERPRETATION: This is a communion with one of my spiritual teachers on the higher, invisible planes; I know and trust him/her implicitly in the dream, although I do not know his/her individual identity. This being is one of the Christ forces of love and light, who is aligned with the Christ Self in me. All light workers have such guides, teachers and guardians, whether they consciously are known or not. Everyone can ask his/her guides for support, guidance and clarity. Ask and you shall perceive.

The color royal blue radiates the power of faith that expresses primarily via the cerebrum of the brain. Lemon yellow light reflects the power of strength-stability-steadfastness that manifests mostly in and through the spinal cord and nerves. So why does my teacher instruct me to see royal blue, rather than lemon yellow, light in my spine?

One interpretation is that I am to have greater faith in my power of strength-stability-steadfastness. If we don't fully believe that we are strong and steady, then we cannot be stable. If by false faith we believe we are a "nervous Nellie," then we become just such a person, no matter how much we try to shore up our strength. If we faithfully believe that we have the strength of the Christ, however, then in time that is what we demonstrate. Perceive it, believe it, program it, and pass it along the spinal cord and nerves.

Faith and strength work together as one whole coin or one complete nervous sytem. Faith is positive, masculine, active; strength is negative, feminine, passive. What happens in our cerebrum reverberates in our spinal cord and nerves; the stability and steadiness of our nerves gets communicated back to our brain.

By focusing on royal blue light in my spine, the dream indicates that the seed or core of my difficulties in being strong, steady and stable rests in my faith faculty. I am to have renewed faith until it is rock solid. Then I will not be as prone to waver and vacillate in my spine and nerves when doubts, dilemmas and disturbances develop, within me or around me. In other words, I am to keep the faith. To keep it means to adhere steadfastly to it, hence the strength-stability power. I am also to keep it simple, to be as a little child whose faith in his Father-Mother-Parent is pure and persistent.

Our spinal cord is a two-way communications channel or conduit for energy to descend from the cerebrum to the rest of the body, and to ascend from the other organs up the spine to the cerebrum. In our spiritual growth, we climb up our spine as we rise up in consciousness. This takes faith at every step of the way. At each step or station along the spine, Spirit reaches down His-Her hand and lifts us up to the next plateau, just as my teacher did in this dream. By our ascent, we plow a pathway that all others can follow, especially those who are members of our tribe.

At a physical level, royal blue carries a soothing, calming vibration. Medical studies have shown that blue light, when shone on someone's body, tends to lower that person's blood pressure and heart and respiratory rates. Seeing blue light in my spine felt like it lowered the inflammation and irritation of my spine and nerves. I chilled out, so to speak. I felt more centered and at peace.

All light workers and healers in these difficult things would be wise to keep the faith, and to keep things simple and sweet, steady and stable (kiss, kiss). All leaders and individuals in every walk of life all around the world likewise would do well to have faith in God-the-Good.

Finally, this dream shows that we are not to follow any rigid formula or system in visualizing the twelve colors that are associated with the twelve powers and body systems. Rather, one must be guided from within, in meditations, dreams, inner knowings and visions. With color therapy, as with all life, it always is best to live from above to below, from within to without. In the next week or so, I will write more about all aspects of color healing on my new blog, titled "12 Cosmic Colors." Check it out: http://healinghaven.typepad.com/12_cosmic_colors/.  

Flow with the Blue River

RHK note: Originally, I mistakenly published this on my Healing Haven under Hilarion blog. I now have moved it to its proper place on Dream Doctor. I also have redone the interpretation.

DREAM: January 2, 2009: My wife, MariLyn, and I went to a concert hall or a large nightclub to hear a new singer. Prior to this, he had trained and sung at smaller venues but now, so to speak, he had reached the big stage. He was tall, trim, muscular and handsome. He sang a version of "Moon River" which he had retitled "Blue River." The lyrics were similar: Blue River, wider than a mile, I'm crossing you in style someday; Blue River, wherever you're going, I'm going your way. His voice was rich and smooth, powerful but soothing. I turned to MariLyn and said I thought he was good, and she readily agreed. However, I said that he still needed to relax.

INTERPRETATION: Viewed personally, this is a progress report about my new speaking of the word via my Healing Haven blogs and in other ways: I am in "good voice" but that need to have more confidence, to relax and to go with the flow.

The "blue river" refers to the royal blue river of faith that we have visualized. This faith-filled river is wider than a mile. After all, it flows from Spirit, through our wide subconscious or soul (moon, at night), and out into expression on the stage of life. The river includes our many lifestreams or past lives, and carries within it all the talents we have developed and practiced through the ages to help us cross over from mortal to immortal consciousness. In my healing work, I have come to a new stage in which I am to stand tall and to sing my song of 12-power harmony and love.

Since I am observing in the dream, another interpretation is that other light workers, on this plane and in the higher astral planes, are now stepping forth with new power and singing their songs. I do not know these I Am Nation citizens, any more than I knew the identity of the singer in the dream. However, to one and all such light workers, I say: Relax, let go and let God. I am with you, as I know you are with me. We are one in the One Power.

On a world level, we are in the Latter Days, the End Time, the Purification Period, or War of Armageddon. Call it what you will, it is clearly obvious to all who have the eyes to see and the ears to hear. Now is the time for each and every one to step forth with faith and to sing his/her song with renewed power and grace. Together as one chorus of 144,000 singers, we resound God's harmony and healing to the whole planet. So be it.